When Garcia died, and I decided not to play, I came out here.

Meaning of the quote

When Bill Kreutzmann's friend and bandmate, Jerry Garcia, passed away, Kreutzmann chose to stop playing music for a while. Instead, he came to this special place to take a break and reflect on his life and his musical journey.

About Bill Kreutzmann

Bill Kreutzmann is an American drummer and founding member of the iconic rock band Grateful Dead. He played with the band for its entire 30-year career, often alongside fellow drummer Mickey Hart, and has continued to perform with former Grateful Dead members in various lineups, as well as with his own bands.

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I mean, when it gets down to it I just wanted to play the drums. The rest of it never meant that much to me.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

I saw a drummer play once when I was a kid and I thought, that’s really cool. You know, you’re moving. You’re using your arms and fingers. So I tried it and I loved it.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

I’m really thankful and complimented when people come to me and say, thank you for the great times for all these years. But I don’t think about it as being a leader.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

I am just a guy who plays drums.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

Well, to tell you the straight honest truth, it was like a Grateful Dead cover band. I didn’t feel – and nothing against the guys – I didn’t feel that they were opening up like they should. I’ll tell you what, with guitar players, Steven has what I like in guitar players.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

I made that decision back in 1985. I was out here getting certified in SCUBA with Garcia in Kona and I thought to myself, this is a place to wake up in in the morning.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

It’s not the same without Jerry. It never will be.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

I mean, we just started, it’s a new thing. We’re doing this for fun and we’re going to see where it goes.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

I love the farm, I love growing stuff.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

I’d rather play here in this small bar and just do a good show. Because it’s fun and there’s no expectations, it’s encouragement to be different, do something new.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

Oh yeah, it’s great see music and to play music in small places. And it’s really fun for me to play here because, you know, I played two feet from people all night. And after all those years, it’s great to be able to talk to folks.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

I care about being able to play. If you’re playing with integrity in the music, then that’s what matters. But it wasn’t that great for me because it was kinda like going back into the old times without the guy.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

At first I missed it, but it was the amazing energy thing that happened during shows, when a lot of people were like Yay Yay Yeah! I missed that for a while. But I don’t miss the regular and the business side of that whole thing.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

I always thought it would be really cool to be playing the drums in the show and then have your astral body or whatever travel all through the audience and dig whatever it’s like out there.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

When Garcia died, and I decided not to play, I came out here.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

In the very beginning we were a real tight family but now it’s different. You know, toward the end, we had separate limos, stuff like that. It’s hard to get six giant egos in the same place.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

I wouldn’t be doing this if it wasn’t fun. It’s just a whole different thing these days.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

My dad loved black singers. So listening to New Orleans music, eventually I wanted to play an instrument.

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)

I’ve gone through guys who want to lay on their backs and play like they’re full of themselves. You know, I don’t care about posing. I mean look at me, do I care about posing?

Bill Kreutzmann

American drummer (born 1946)