I went to a doctor and told him I felt normal on acid, that I was a light bulb in a world of moths. That is what the manic state is like.
Meaning of the quote
The quote is describing the experience of having a manic state, which is a mental health condition where someone feels very energetic and excited. Carrie Fisher is saying that when she was in a manic state, she felt like she was a bright light (a light bulb) in a world of less active people (moths). This meant that she felt very different and disconnected from those around her, even though to her, she felt normal. The manic state can make someone feel very different from how they usually feel.
About Carrie Fisher
Carrie Fisher was an American actress and writer best known for her role as Princess Leia in the original Star Wars films. She had a diverse acting career and also wrote several semi-autobiographical novels and screenplays. Despite personal struggles with bipolar disorder and addiction, she was widely respected and acclaimed for her talent, wit, and openness about her experiences.
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