I spent a year in a 12-step program, really committed, because I could not believe what had happened – that I might have killed myself.

Meaning of the quote

Carrie Fisher, a famous American actress, went through a difficult time in her life. She couldn't believe what had happened and that she might have even hurt herself. To help herself, she decided to join a program with 12 steps, and she was very committed to it for an entire year. This program helped her work through her problems and get back on a better path.

About Carrie Fisher

Carrie Fisher was an American actress and writer best known for her role as Princess Leia in the original Star Wars films. She had a diverse acting career and also wrote several semi-autobiographical novels and screenplays. Despite personal struggles with bipolar disorder and addiction, she was widely respected and acclaimed for her talent, wit, and openness about her experiences.

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