Leave bands, go back to obscurity if I choose to, without a great sense of loss of security because it’s all been based on the fact that I did it on my own or was doing, enjoying doing it on my own in the first place.
Meaning of the quote
Eric Clapton is saying that he is comfortable being unknown and not in a famous band. He enjoys doing music on his own and doesn't need the fame or security of being in a popular group. Even if he chose to leave his band, he wouldn't feel like he lost anything important because he was happy making music by himself in the first place.
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