The first time I was in his office was when they called me in to tell me they had changed my name. I had a feeling that if I’d gone along with the name they’d chosen, I’d never be seen again. I’d be swallowed up by that name, because it was a false name: Kit Marlowe.

Meaning of the quote

In this quote, Kim Novak, an American actress, explains how the movie studio executives wanted to change her name to "Kit Marlowe." Novak felt that if she had accepted this new name, she would have been lost and forgotten because it was not her real name. She didn't want to be "swallowed up" by a false identity, so she refused to go along with the studio's choice. Novak wanted to keep her own name and be recognized for who she truly was, not for a made-up identity.

About Kim Novak

Kim Novak is an acclaimed American actress who rose to fame in the 1950s and 60s, starring in iconic films like Vertigo and Pal Joey. She is the recipient of numerous awards, including two Golden Globes, and is recognized as one of Hollywood’s top box office stars of her era. Despite retiring from acting in the 1990s, Novak’s contributions to cinema continue to be celebrated.

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