I realize now I didn’t really want to die. I just wanted to stop the hurt and pain.
Meaning of the quote
The quote is saying that LaToya Jackson didn't actually want to end her life, but instead, she just wanted the emotional pain and suffering she was experiencing to go away. She realized that she was not truly seeking death, but rather a way to make the hurt and pain stop. This shows that sometimes people who are struggling with difficult emotions may feel like they want to die, when what they really want is to find a way to stop the pain they are feeling.
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