I am a smoker, I’m ashamed to say. I had given it up for many years, then picked it up again. It’s a horrible habit. I struggle with myself all the time. And I love to smoke.
Meaning of the quote
Melissa Leo, an American actress, admits that she is a smoker and is ashamed of this. She had quit smoking for many years, but then started again. She knows that smoking is a terrible habit, and she constantly battles with herself about it. Even though she knows it's bad for her, she still enjoys smoking.

About Melissa Leo
Melissa Leo is an acclaimed American actress who has won numerous awards, including an Oscar, for her standout performances in films like Frozen River and The Fighter. With a career spanning over four decades, she has showcased her talent across television, film, and theater, establishing herself as a versatile and respected artist in the entertainment industry.
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