This is what I am. I have periods of enormous self-destructive depression, where I go completely off my trolley and lose all sight of reality and reason.

Meaning of the quote

Siobhan Fahey, a British musician, is explaining that sometimes she experiences strong feelings of depression that are very harmful to her. During these times, she loses touch with what is real and has a hard time thinking clearly. She is being honest about the difficult emotions she goes through.

About Siobhan Fahey

Siobhan Fahey is an Irish singer and founding member of the popular British girl group Bananarama. She later formed the musical act Shakespears Sister and has written two number one singles on the Irish charts, making her the first Irish-born woman to achieve this feat.

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Being a woman is really crap.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

Depression scares people off. It makes me laugh that it has that kind of effect.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I’ve seen many of my contemporaries become superstars, and the way fame and fortune starts to really affect the way they treat other people, and I think it’s ugly.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I can’t remember what the last film I saw was, as I can’t smoke or drink in cinemas.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I have a naturally camp sensibility and a camp sense of humour. I love the icons that gay people love.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I absolutely hate Take That, East 17, the Spice Girls.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I’m still grappling with all the things most people resolve by the time they’re 35. Maybe that’s why I make music that is relevant to young people. I’m emotionally stuck at the age of 13.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

No stranger ever comes up and talks to me. I’m the invisible woman.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I’m a crap guitarist and I find it really hard writing on my own.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I come from the home-grown punk ethic, where it doesn’t matter if you can’t play a note, it’s how you communicate.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I’m a hopeless mother; a hopeless wife; I have to try harder. I’m just a pathetic case history, really.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I love to sing old Motown songs to myself, or some Patti Smith Edith Piaf or Billie Holiday. That gets me in the mood for singing.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

If you suffer from depression, anything that makes you feel has to the most important thing in your life, because it’s the only thing that can save you.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

This is what I am. I have periods of enormous self-destructive depression, where I go completely off my trolley and lose all sight of reality and reason.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I consider the Stooges to be pop music.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

You put something you like on really loud, and you feel godlike.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I watched my mother waste her life on housework and swore I’d never do that. Dave does the cooking.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I’m absolutely obsessed with The Jesus And Mary Chain and Patti Smith, but I’m a massive pop fan. I love pop culture, It’s a total reflection of the zeitgeist.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I just can’t seem to write songs about peace and love. Yeah right, how do you get that?

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

It’s tragic when people think feminism is a dirty word.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I’m quite repulsed by the diva type.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

They said I was a married mother of two but the record sounded like an indie album and they didn’t know how to market it! This country is incredibly sexist, as is the music and media industry.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

There’s a lot of rage… you have to express it somehow. If I didn’t express it in song, I’d become incredibly violent.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

The ultimate revenge is being on Top Of The Pops.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

Pop music allows you to be who you are without having to wear a social uniform or to conform, which some people find impossible to do.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I’ve always been an outsider; a displaced person.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

Most of my life I’ve had long periods of feeling down and lost. That’s why every five years or so I’ve smashed my life to pieces and started again.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I never belonged anywhere. I just felt like a creature from another planet.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

Life is a process of working out what’s not working for you and disentangling yourself from it and trying then not walk into the same thing again. Watching your patterns and correcting them if you can.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

Bananarama were written off from day one. Nobody believed in us but us. We kept having hits despite the record company, despite the press.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

If you’re a musician and an artist, you don’t just stop.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I have this massive love for the whole culture of pop music. It’s my fascination, my ongoing passion.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

Fashion goes round in circles.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

Music is a gut thing. You’re working in a medium which is more in touch with the primal than the modern. A gig is a ritual. There’s a congregation.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I’ve always craved to belong to somewhere, but I never have and never will.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

When do you know you’re insane? And when do you known you’re sane? I think I treat a fine line between the two. It’s a battle to function, but somehow I manage.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

We were signed to a label that wanted us to remain little girls who appealed to other little girls, who were cute and non-threatening.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

It’s refreshing to hear something that’s pop but doesn’t sound like Britney Spears.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister

I really, really love music. I’m affected by it and uplifted by it, and made to laugh and cry, and almost fall in love with the person who has made me feel so brilliant and communicated so profoundly to me.

Siobhan Fahey

Irish singer; known from Banarama and Shakespears Sister